‘I don’t know if I can live like this,’ says Bruce Springsteen of his mental health struggles.

At his lowest point in life, Bruce Springsteen wondered if he even wanted to live. The 72-year-old actor recently opened up about his and his family’s “dangerous” battle with mental health issues.

Bruce Springsteen has had several mental breakdowns throughout his career, the first of which occurred unexpectedly when he was 32, he told Esquire in 2016.

The star, dubbed “The Boss,” was driving from New York to Los Angeles with a friend following the release of his album Nebraska. The sight of men and women holding hands and a band playing on their journey triggered an unsettling reaction.