Allison Holker makes a dramatic decision in the aftermath of her husband’s death.

Allison Holker’s husband, Stephen “tWitch” Boss, died in a horrific accident that still crushes her heart. In December, tWitch was discovered dead in a motel room near the home he shared with his wife and three children. At the time, TMZ was the first to report the news.

Some people were taken aback by the dancer’s suspected suicide because tWitch was always cheerful and full of life. Holker posted one of countless social media memorials to tWitch a few days after his death was confirmed.